I never use this tumblr but I need to rant.
So Marc and I broke up a couple weeks ago. It was probably the hardest breakup I’ve ever been through. It was totally unexpected and filled with lies. Our relationship wasn’t totally peachy, but what relationship isn’t? We all have our problems and we all work through them. We were having a bit of a rocky patch but I had thought things were getting better. I was actually questioning the fate of our relationship at one point but I stayed strong and had faith that everything would be okay… but apparently not.
He told me he broke up with me due to his high blood pressure and didn’t want to be in a relationship right now. I obviously thought this was the most ridiculous thing I had ever heard in my entire life. I knew there was much more to it and what do you know? literally a hour after we had broken up there was a new girl leaving a smiley face on his facebook, and he replied back with the same. I’m not an idiot when it comes to this sort of thing. I’ve dated a lot of guys in the past, and I’ve had my heart broken lots… I’m not an idiot when it comes to break ups, especially with bullshit excuses. I should also note, he broke up with me the day before my college exams started. How selfish can you get? It’s like he purposely tried to destroy me.
The following day, I slowly had more and more people tell me information about what was going on. He didn’t have the balls to talk to me until I lost it on him two days after the break up. He called me and I said a lot of things I had never heard come out of my mouth before. I had never been so mad or hate someone so much in my entire life. This was honestly the most painful breakup I had ever gone through. I thought that I was going to be with him forever, and that one day we would have a house, a family, and pets together. And all that got thrown in my face. I started to learn more and more about this “new girl”, and the more I hated him and her.
I had a girl that is friends with this new girl attack me and basically say I was jealous of her? Are you kidding me? Also went on about how shes this nice wonderful person. I’m sorry but a nice, wonderful girl, does not go and destroy a relationship. She does not go and start talking to another girls boyfriend. I would NEVER do this to another persons relationship. Why would I ever be jealous of that, seriously? I know its not all her fault, it takes two but she still contributed to this. Everyone knew about me and that we had been together for over a year now.
He started flaunting this new girl all over instagram a few days after we broke up. Most disrespectful person I have ever met. Cool great you’re happy but look at what you did to me? The girl who was around at the very beginning of your boxing career and hardly ever saw you. You constantly got mad at me for not going to see you wherever you were. Who is the one with the license? Me. Who is the one who drove to see you? Me. Who is the one who spent a ton of money to see you? Me. Who is the one who gave up spending time with her friends constantly to see you? Me. I’m sorry that I am now in school and trying to better my life, but the world doesn’t revolve around you. You say your mom raised you as a gentlemen? You really need to look at your recent actions and realize that you’re far from one. The guy I knew from January - July 2012 was a gentlemen, but this guy you are now, is not.
I will say that I am talking to someone new, that treats me the way I should be treated. He doesn’t expect so much out of me and is a true gentlemen. He knows that I am still dealing with moving on from Marc, and isn’t pushing me into anything. He is truly a good person, and I must say… I absolutely adore him.
